wua.. lonely.
today i kept looking at the time. thats what i really feel.
i dont want to go back to piano. you everytime ask me
seriously. edmund or joel leow.?
i feel this.. i always dont want to answer.
tiny tinge of FEAR. cause my answer is JOEL LEOW
i really want to PON10 my piano exam. if you asked me to pick you or him
im scared. i'll pick him too.
i know i cant do it i seriously CANT. why.?
its like. because he is always there for me when im down.
my teacher keep telling me. not that you weren't
why did you give up. but you always find my problems stupid
i havent given up on you. or irritating.
she kept repeating that. he would too
and i tried to hold back my tears like crazy. but he gives me advice.
i kept on going like. something that is very comforting to know
SHYT. now he's ignoring me.
hold back. i cant say its entirely your fault cause
dont cry dont cry. i might be at fault too.
okokokok. but im seriously sad about it.
learn your V3 learn your V3. so..
i kept doing that. and my dear ryan
but i couldnt hold back.! if you'll ever get to read this
im just like. i know whats going on
>.<...
no no no dont drip im sorry i did
shit shit shit.! but whatever it is.
... i dont demand an apology or an explaination
i cant do this. if you're gonna give me one
i wanna go missing on thursday but that wouldnt be fair to my teacher and my parents..
... neither am i going to confront you and blame you
oh i dont know. i just hope that.
i want to DIE. if isabel accepts you.
seriously. please dont do the same thing to did to me.
okok.. it may be fun having more than one girl
i have another lesson later... but its hurting.
... if you do not know
and its raining.. and remember the time i told you about your character
meaning it wont be good i guess.. the endings arent gonna be nice.
oh god. so dont play with fire.
and my hand's injured. it'll burn you.
I CANT PLAY MY SCALES WELL. and i dont want to see that.
because my hand would move to the side. so all the best to you and isabel..
and it'll strain my injured finger. i really hated to say that
but guess im seriously blind to fall for you
pain nevermind.. no offence..
finger cannot press right note cause cannot strain. i should have expected you to do that.
thats. you're the all cool type and your charm kills.
BAD. so yea. .. its expected that you get more than one girl
ok. lets just hope you wont lose EVERYTHING in life
just say it. cause that one happens in dramas
im destined to FAIL. whatever it is.
oh wells.. all the best to you and your life.
i better start brushin' up and all. and i shall say this.
gotta practice ler.. i fell for you before you confessed to me
. i seriously hope this will end soon.. im sorry i lied.
and.. i wanted to play hard to get :P
i dont know.
i suddenly feel...
a surge of..